Thank you. If this hearing goes well, I'm sticking with teaching, more than likely. I just wanted to explore other options. I'm not going to stay up late to finish assignments anymore. That was a factor, plus I've been sick often (I've gotten pnemonia twice, and the second time it was the same time I had strept throat, ear infections, a sinus infection and a stomach bug all at once), been observing other schools, been working almost full time, and still been dealing with the deeper depression I've had from losing my grandmother on top of my usual lower level depression, plus dealing with insomnia and often staying up late just to get all my school work done. I don't want to teach as much as I'm going to let on, but I do want to a little bit, if only not to waste all the time and suffering I put into it before. I'm shocked the professor who was also an administrator at the school I got banned from didn't talk to me first. I also have a final in that class I've been trying to contact him about but he won't return my emails or calls. Maybe I can put a little shade on him in the meeting. Subtly and respectfully, of course, and less bad than what I'm about to go through, but a little discomfort can go a long way.