"No ray of sunshine is ever lost, but the green which it awakes into existence needs time to sprout, and it is not always granted to the sower to see the harvest. All work that is worth anything is done in faith." - Albert Schweitzer
At some point, unless you've already done so, you're going to have to decide whether you want to actually join the community here (which can be very rewarding on both social and intellectual fronts) or just continue to bait people and call attention to yourself which will end in a ban. There's still plenty of time to cut the spoiled brat routine and integrate yourself, but that would require risking intimacy and vulnerability. I guess we'll see which one you choose.
Edit: I didn't know you were 15. Maybe you're not ready for something like this.