yeah, i'm not sure about your type based on your boards either. ISFP seems viable though.
i do remember you being obsessed with the idea of plastic surgery though. i know you're not allowed to talk about it on here anymore since those threads never went well, but i saw some pictures on there that made me wonder if you're wanting to 'anglicize' your look. i don't know your ethnicity, but if that's the case for you, i would encourage you to take a broader lens to look at human beauty through. i know media does a shitty job of it, but beauty comes in many forms other than light, delicate, and petite.
You hem me in -- behind and before;
you have laid your hand upon me.
Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
too lofty for me to attain.