Hmm, I guess I am that way. Which indeed does not line up with classic e9 at all. It's really the integration/disintegration points that are actually making me consider 9 as my core. As well as the fact that I think I dismissed it too quickly when it was last suggested, so I thought I should give it a fair shot this time.
I don't relate to 9's core motivation at all actually. I'm kind of going off the notion that sx flips everything upside down, and the fact that I consider e9 my exact opposite.
I honestly feel 4 fits best, but there are holes I don't fill well within that one as well.