You seem to share my turbulence and especially so with regards to being though it's more of an undercurrent with you than it is with me for reasons I understand but can't put to words. Sp 9's have less motion going on, they seem more capable of existing in elegant simplicity. Only sexual 9's appear to be able to think about being enough to bring out turbulence and more motion. We are perceptive to the ways in which we are not being when we take on narratives via the classic e9 desire to short cut into having a personality by forming identity attachments when we're not at our best.Convince me I'm not a 9 sp/sx IxxP
I feel like what makes 4 such a weird typing to me is that I am so insensitive and that I do not care about or even consider my image at all, I only care about what I am not what I seem to be. Though it's not as if I'm not aware that most people who think this is my type are applying it superficially paint by numbers style.
You don't look elsewhere to things you do not possess in order to "find yourself".
When I first joined this site, everyone seemed to agree with INFP. Nowadays I'm getting a lot of ISFJ typings(like on Discord and a couple on here). Do you guys think I seem more ISFJ or INFP? I feel like I have a good grasp on Si, but it could be cause of it being my relief function. My man says I show lots of Si but that I seem more Fi than Fe.
I feel as if I have developed such a "self-rebellious" style of going about these things that it's not evident at this point that I do by nature. My other account from when I was younger and less strategic, does a far better job of making this more overt, imo. I had to learn to force myself to look as much inward as I could for authority on myself, it's not natural but it was necessary in order to retain control over myself. I am still not perfectly exempt from the external and I saw this recently as a person who is no longer at the higher levels of health. When I compare not looking elsewhere in my deliberate thinking and doing so in my more instinctive actions to ask the external for guidance, I see the former as more conscious and primarily about gaining control over the latter.
Of course, you're obviously one of the two people I take a 4 typing seriously from and I do actually have trouble reconciling this aspect perfectly, it's very not painting by numbers.
I was actually saying that you don't do what 4s do (sometimes things get a little lost in translation, but I think maybe you thought I was saying otherwise?).
If I were to type you, I'd say INFJ 9w8 Sx/Sp. You are 4-ish, but I don't think an actual 4. You don't seem as pained by (or vocal about) being different and you have more of a focus on autonomy than image validation. Of course, I could be wrong, but that's what I'm seeing.
I also keep meaning to ask you how it is one gets a man. Or woman. It's been 5 years. Teach me.My man says I show lots of Si but that I seem more Fi than Fe.
I'll take one mistyped personality assessment, please.
*grabs a ticket and waits in line to be called*
*puts hand up* pick at me
I'll take one mistyped personality assessment, please.
*grabs a ticket and waits in line to be called*