"And I try to determine my values based on what I feel is right, what I was taught as a christian and maybe some biased by being rejected." There is a contradiction there, it indicates both Fi ("I try to determine my values based on what I feel is right") and Fe ("what I was taught as a christian.") This indicates that the poster's values are a mixture of self- and other-determined.
Here is another contradiction that moves me to think 4w3: "...going to clubs, being alone..." These are both activities that the poster finds draining. So there is a possible push-pull relationship that indicates the complicated relationship with socializing in the personality of the 4w3.
"...less jealous, less lustful, less stupid, less weird, less inexpressive during emotional events and less seen as mentally ill or unworthy." Fours want to integrate to One.
Shall I go on?