Yeah I think that's possible, the INFJ description fits me when I'm in a rut and with a temporary charge towards bettering myself especially if I am ethically charged at that time, like when I'm depressed I become more judging if you know what I mean?
Is it possible that depression could turn me INFJ like? Though I feel like I keep to the same functions may be which might be why I seem I via than E as someone with low social life, currently, especially.
I think the conclusion so far is xNFP? Though I am still unsure.
The Ne description says me a lot, I like Se I think that I am quite oblivious to my surroundings unless I choose not to.
I was very gullible and an easy target when I was younger. I had a lot of friends, moved school, expected to make new friends like they were friends already, got seen as annoying by the very judging and was exploited.
And yeah I should probably just follow on with the opportunities I have now. I turned 20 this year and it's like a whole new box full of things to play with, an adventure. "Adventure" is my favourite word, I think. Not just on a physical level. I like diversity in music, art, environment, theme, snacks and conversation. I value intensity but more on an abstract level but I like diversity, it is very important to me or I become bored. Ne seems to tie in with my sense of adventure.
I just like to be sure of my direction, but like not know what's ahead too much, if you get what I mean?
http://www.keys2cognition.com/cgjung.htm seems to reference this under ENFP
I see life as a fun filled box of surprises and creativity. I feel like a big kid in a ginormous world and being surrounded with serious, robotic like people for me is daunting.
My current lifestyles forces me into borderline nerddom and I don't feel like I fit it. I want to find the right people and great opportunities for life adventure. Playmates? This is my most current desire. I think the arts is a great way to express myself. Nothing but an endless cycle of fun, creation, affection and excitement. Though I can say I do need to recharge, mostly so as to be creative and have a sense of achievement, to share and collaborate even.
I often hide my aspirations and true self but it's like I'm lying to myself, I need to be genuine to feel committed, yet I want to almost overdo everything and be at face with a diverse menu of wonder.
Right now I'm feeling energised right now from the ideas of an exciting, surprising future.
I am weird in many respects but my mother always affirmed to me that everyone is weird and I think my optimism for possibilities and philosophy has driven her too to respecting that being unique is a blessing and I love unique things if they seem to agree with my feelings and are interesting. No one seems exactly the same so I must ask as to what is normal and I seem highly energised by realising I have free will to engage in life. I am much more into starting than concluding.
And yeah, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger as they say, until the day everything is in absolute harmony I will simply enjoy the challenge of the rollercoaster ups and downs in life.
There's a hug button? Great!
Thanks for your input!