This year my grades really dropped -in my opinion- I was always an A student but now Im just writing Bs and Cs and I even had an F on a test, things like this are stuck in my head.
I reflect about emotions a lot, Im easily affected if something hurts me and then I begin to over dramaticise, seeing patterns in peoples behaviour which I think might not exist, but if I think or feel that someone is against me I see proof in every little sign. I tend to think a lot about things like this, if its real or if Im just making it up because Im hurt and overly sensitive.
I need to think a lot to know how I feel most of the time. Often Im just not sure how I feel about something. I get insecure if a fast emotional reaction is expected.
I often think about what Ill have to do the day or the week, I make lists in my head. I feel the need to plan something, if I buy someing and there are two sizes of the package (ist an example of buying stuff for my contactlenses, I dont know how to say it in english) and I just normally began calculating how much cheeper the bigger package would be per piece and how lonh I wont need to buy a new one. And I found myself doing this a lot lately.
Like I said, I cant really tell what Im thinking about if I zone out because I.tend to forget it. But I think this is some input which is not so bad.