Hello!

Fast post since I need to sleep. Some risk for rambling here since I'm tired and don't have english as 1st language.

Brief recent history:
MBTI-wise I've been "certain" about the ENTP type since waay back, but I'm starting to realize there may be something in coining me ambiverted NTP. Have been testing INFJ lately on MBTI (and have spent a lot of Type-5 time reading about INFJ: since my potential "soulmate" who I am attempting to reel in probably is one (and btw, DAMN, that fish pulled my line out long!!).

Before this, much ENTP/INTP/ENFP/INFP.


Also noteqorthy: I walked through a kind of massive stress explosion recently, which I think triggered psychological maturity to higher level through T5-introspection based on T9-desires. As the storm have calmed, I have become gradually more mentally stable/mindful/comfortable in myself and my relation to surrounding landscapes (be it my town, relationship-statuses, finances, mind, etc.). I am appreciative of extroversion, and extract more and more energy from it as i'm coming back from my "cave", but have mainly been more interested in introversion lately due to being financially f-ed up for almost 6 months (and I mean to the point of only eating 1,5 meal per day as well as being in relatively deep debt).

The health-recooperation is a graph trending decisiveley upward. Most recently, I've felt that I have realized milestones in my motivation/self-awareness both personally and professionally. As a growing effect, I'm increasingly feeling more superficially 7/3/2 ish in terms of wanting to dance around in the landscapes of our extroverted world and help people realize potentials for development/innovation, but doing this with a backpack filled with the 359-tools I have made during all my combined introverted activities.

The only thing stopping me now is basically that I haven't got any money to speak of. As soon as that is in place, I feel like I will be very dilligent in realizing what I want in the extroverted world (i.e. the grand vision i have been building on from age 18 to now (27), as well as to be more proactive in growing my total network.

All in all, I feel an increasing consistency in my feeling of total emotional stability, including a certain certainty, in my judgment, about what is certain, and what is not......... (yes, that sentence was my que to go to sleep). To trust in my cognitive abilities, understandings, and potentials.



Following are my seven latest enneagram results, first six from the similar minds advanced test. Last one from RHETI 2.5).
Before, I tested a lot higher on 7, prob. because seen as "ideal" during pre-maturity. But this was other tests.



I'm kind unaware how I should piece this all together. What do you think?
1 is the latest test I've done.


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01
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type score type behavior motivation
9 36 I must maintain peace/calm to survive.
5 34 I must be knowledgeable to survive.
4 32 I must be unique/different to survive.
3 29 I must be impressive and attractive to survive.
8 29 I must be strong and in control to survive.
7 24 I must be fun and entertained to survive.
1 23 I must be perfect and good to survive.
2 21 I must be helpful and caring to survive.
6 19 I must be secure and safe to survive.

Your main type is Type 9
Your variant stacking is sx/sp/so
Your level of health is above average


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02
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type score type behavior motivation
4 33 I must be unique/different to survive.
5 33 I must be knowledgeable to survive.
9 32 I must maintain peace/calm to survive.
3 28 I must be impressive and attractive to survive.
7 28 I must be fun and entertained to survive.
8 28 I must be strong and in control to survive.
6 20 I must be secure and safe to survive.
1 17 I must be perfect and good to survive.
2 16 I must be helpful and caring to survive.

Your main type is Type 5
Your variant stacking is sx/sp/so
Your level of health is average


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03
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type score type behavior motivation
9 37 I must maintain peace/calm to survive.
5 36 I must be knowledgeable to survive.
4 35 I must be unique/different to survive.
3 29 I must be impressive and attractive to survive.
8 28 I must be strong and in control to survive.
7 26 I must be fun and entertained to survive.
2 21 I must be helpful and caring to survive.
1 20 I must be perfect and good to survive.
6 20 I must be secure and safe to survive.

Your main type is Type 9
Your variant stacking is omni
Your level of health is above average


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04
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type score type behavior motivation
4 35 I must be unique/different to survive.
5 34 I must be knowledgeable to survive.
9 34 I must maintain peace/calm to survive.
3 29 I must be impressive and attractive to survive.
8 28 I must be strong and in control to survive.
7 26 I must be fun and entertained to survive.
1 19 I must be perfect and good to survive.
2 18 I must be helpful and caring to survive.
6 17 I must be secure and safe to survive.

Your main type is Type 4
Your variant stacking is sx/sp/so
Your level of health is average


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05
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type score type behavior motivation
5 17 I must be knowledgeable to survive.
9 16 I must maintain peace/calm to survive.
4 15 I must be unique/different to survive.
8 14 I must be strong and in control to survive.
3 13 I must be impressive and attractive to survive.
2 10 I must be helpful and caring to survive.
7 10 I must be fun and entertained to survive.
6 9 I must be secure and safe to survive.
1 7 I must be perfect and good to survive.

Your main type is Type 5
Your variant stacking is sp/sx/so
Your level of health is above average


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06
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type score type behavior motivation
5 38 I must be knowledgeable to survive.
9 33 I must maintain peace/calm to survive.
4 31 I must be unique/different to survive.
3 28 I must be impressive and attractive to survive.
8 23 I must be strong and in control to survive.
7 22 I must be fun and entertained to survive.
6 16 I must be secure and safe to survive.
1 14 I must be perfect and good to survive.
2 12 I must be helpful and caring to survive.

Your main type is Type 5
Your variant stacking is sp/sx/so
Your level of health is above average


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07 (RHETI 2.5)
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Type 7, The Enthusiast: 29
Type 5, The Investigator: 22
Type 3, The Achiever: 18
Type 8, The Challenger: 16
Type 4, The Individualist: 16
Type 9, The Peacemaker: 15
Type 6, The Loyalist: 10
Type 1, The Reformer: 9
Type 2, The Helper: 9