Hello, so after many varying mbti results, and plenty of headache inducing pondering, I think I've narrowed my type two one of these two, I'm having some trouble deciding, and would appreciate any advice you guys want to throw at me. Ok heres a few random thoughts I hope can help shed some light, btw, I'm 32 and suffer from social anxiety and depression.
As a child I was quite imaginative, I was always creating imaginary worlds to live in, I used to become lost in these world quite easily, often oblivious to the external world.
I've always had high levels of empathy, I can usually sum up a persons mood just by looking at them
I wouldn't say I'm overly intelligent, more so I'm smart enough to know that I'm not that smart, yet not dumb enough to be ignorant
I have an underlying inferiority complex, I'm always worried about not appearing smart enough or funny enough in social settings
Have been known to overlook small details and cut small corners in order to get the job done.
I have hunches and usually trust them, A while back after some serious introspection I began questioning these hunches, as a result they seem to be less accurate lately
I'm artistically inclined, and have an extremely strong attraction to surrealistic art
I would describe the neatness of my house as controlled chaos, messy but not sloth
Can be very selfish,
Have an intense anger that can erupt when pushed too far, this is usually followed by a felling of guilt proportional to the anger.
Now a completely weird random thought, On my commute to work today, I noticed a chain link fence over in the distance that stretched the entire length of the highway, after observing the fence, I assumed this was built to stop wildlife from wandering into the path of oncoming traffic, I continued thinking, yeah it reminds me of most security fences used in industrial areas, I then began to think about how long it was and how much hard work it would have been to build, even further thinking about the people who built it and if they were worried their work would go mostly unnoticed.
Would you say this is a more Ne, Se or Si way of observing ?.