Te (Extroverted Thinking) (70%)
your valuation of / adherence to logic of external systems / hierarchies / methods
Ti (Introverted Thinking) (75%)
your valuation of / adherence to your own internally devised logic/rational
Ne (Extroverted Intuition) (95%)
your valuation of / tendency towards free association and creating with external stimuli
Ni (Introverted Intuition) (100%)
your valuation of / tendency towards internal/original free association and creativity
Se (Extroverted Sensing) (25%)
your valuation of / tendency to fully experience the world unfiltered, in the moment
Si (Introverted Sensing) (45%)
your valuation of / focus on internal sensations and reliving past moments
Fe (Extroverted Feeling) (50%)
your valuation of / adherence to external morals, ethics, traditions, customs, groups
Fi (Introverted Feeling) (100%)
your valuation of / adherence to the sanctity of your own feelings / ideals / sentiment
Hi everyone, could anyone help me with this please?
I have tested many times as ENFP and I did agree with many things but for just over a year I have been acting and feeling very different and so I took the test again. Results above.
I have become very introverted. I am not shy at all but I am drained when I am around people. I do keep up with my ENFP-ness when around my friends but its like.. a mask because I honestly just cant wait to leave. I lock myself in my room and I like the fact that I have my own space. At home I am Isolated from everyone else, people oft dont even know if I am there or not. I have recently moved to a detached house and for 5 months I have been living alone and I am not bored at all... ever. I usually want no visitors at my home, and when people come uninvited I am super mad at first, but by the time they leave I am like "that really wasn't so bad after-all". My feelings dont change the next time they say they are visiting though...
I have also realized I prefer to interact with people for a longer time over the web or phone. I have control of the situation, I can simply ignore, delete, block, mute - things I cannot do when I am around people.
Maybe I am not introverted, maybe I am just drawing bad energy from people and that is what drains me. I draw energy from everything around me, everything - anger, happiness, depression... Maybe I am closing myself away from people because their energy is negative... maybe the people I am around are not compatible with my personality... Either way all I know it I am happy by myself and I feel anxiety when I have to go and see people especially if I don't have the time to prepare myself emotionally/mentally.
I have been a lot less concerned with friendships and my own personal relationship in the past year+. I have stopped interacting with a lot of people, kinda cut some connections here and there. Sometimes I am thinking that I will find better friends/associates, sometimes I am thinking that I don't really need friends/associates. I have kept myself occupied thus far, and I have gotten over a serious episode of major depression (feb - june 2012) which I think has left me... a bit changed. Like some of my luster has been rubbed off. And if I am glowing it is fake and tiring. If I dont put on this fakeness people always think something is wrong with me.
I have recently been described as mellow, deep, over-critical, carefree, depressed/depressing, over-analytical, boring, real...
In the past I was really hyper, aggressive, tell-you-what's-on-my-mind, the icebreaker, the glue between several social groups... But lately I have been like "whats the point?".
Anyway... I am rambling on and on. I hope you can type me Thanks for all the help!