I am doing a little self knoweldage research and I want to know myself better, discover who I actually am, so I am really corious about my MBTI type, but I am a bit confused and I think a little hepl could work.
Well...I think I'm future oriented type of a person. I always need to have some visions, or plans for the future, to motivate myself, to make myself go. If I'd lost them, I think I would be pretty lost in my life, and I'd feel like a person with no real path. But the true is, that I am much more a dreamer, than a doer. Theese visions for the future, are more like an escape from what is now. Realisation is a little bit hard for me. Much rather I talk about what I'd like to do, than actually do something. It is also because of I am not good at making decisions and I always doubt what is the right thing to do, I also tend to overanalyze reality, and think too much about meanigless things.
I would say I am highly idealistic person. I like ideas systems, such as policy. I am totaly into humanitarien, open-minded and revulutionary political ideas. I love to see the vission of change. I also like movmetns and ideals system, such as hippies. The idea of freedom, living without limits and in total peace is very close to me. I also like philosophy, or psychology. I am fascinated by how human's mind work. I think I wouldn't be a good psychologist, I am not interessted in helping people really, much more is human mind a great thing to study for me. Also sociology is very interssting and any kind of humanitarian system looks like great thing to analyze. I am a big fun of critical and rational thinking. When I want to make my opinion on something I want to know facts, I want it to make logical sense and I love to analyze thing to its core.
I am also a person with ritch inner emotional world, but I don't like to express it externaly. Mostly I express my emotion some artistic way. Mostly writteng, peoms, stories, diary...anything it is like a therapy for me. Music works also very good, but I don't just passivly listen to it, I can sing and little bit play the guitar and piano. I also have a passion for theaters and acting. I am sure I am not very relationship type...Mostly because I don't believe in love and I am not romantic at all...I need a lot of time to emotionaly open myself for someone and even after that I don't like to express my feelings very often. To other people I try to be nice, but I have pretty high standarts and to people I don't like I am mostly cold and reserved. I don't have many friends, but those I have mean a lot to me and I always look for people with same hobbies, or ideas. I love to have fun around people, I love to be spontaneus, I love weekend's parties with my friends, but I don't feel very comfortalbe around strangers and I tend to be shy.
I would say that I am very moody and some of my emotions are hard to handle for me. It seems like I have some kind of melancholical string inside of me, and sometimes just need to be sad. I tend to regrat things a lot and think much about the past.
I see myself also as a person who more than anything needs own space and freedom. I am very untraditional and this typical stereotypical life, like have a husband, kids, work for 8.00 to 16,00 etc. would be hell for me. I want life full of change and adventure.