I dont know if this is the right section so sorry. K, so about me..
Im really quick to anger and i have really little self-control over it. Im not shy but i dont like people. I like the idea of humanity and society but not its individual people. I hate talking to people about everyday life and retarded shit but i can talk to people about the future, philosohphy, math, literature...pretty much anything academic. I can public speak very well though, i speak loud. People tend to patronize me, hence, my low self-esteem. I doubt myself a lot.
I dont think that i am an intp bc all the intps here are nothing like me. Im a true loser and im really awkward around people and all of the intps here, i cant relate too. Theyre nothing like me. I always thought i was weird and maybe it was cuz intps are kinda rare but im still weird even among the intps so i guess i really am weird.
And ill admit that im an attention-whore, even though i dont lile social interaction, i like attention. Thats why i like to public speak. Im also selfish i guess. I use to think aspergers but i dont. I dont think im intp because i have emotions that i express. Actually im only good at expressing anger. Im really awkward and i just really dont like people. Like ill see someone, and instantly not like that person.
So since i judge, i thought id get j but guess not. For the enneagram or whatever i got 5 but maybe 1 or 3 and that annoys me becase its not solid...anyway, what do you think i am?