Secondly: I do think about my past a lot, actually. I think about things I did when I was 8-9 (so about 5 years ago) that kill me because I keep thinking about how stupid I was and if I had done this differently, or that differently... My past overwhelms me. I also can't help thinking about every stupid decision I've ever made and ways to prevent future stupid decisions when I'm alone in bed at night and can just let my mind roam. And sometimes I have really high levels of anxiety thinking about all the ways thing could go wrong or transpire (whether something good or bad), and I play out millions of conversations and situations in my head all the time. Which is what's confusing for me about INFP vs. ISFP. Those are supposed to be INFP traits, right? But I also have a lot of ISFP traits. And in all of the descriptions of both of them, I relate almost entirely to both.
I don't mean to be debating with you guys or trying to be argumentative here XD But it's really confusing to me. Is it just that because I'm young I'm still coming into some of my functions and so I may have mixed functions until a dominant one settles or pulls itself out in my head? Or am I still misunderstanding as I'm not too knowledgeable in MBTI quite yet? Is it possible to be two types? o___e It isn't, right? XD
Kind of went off on a tangent there, sorry... XD But that paragraph is part of the reason why I'm confused, so maybe if you guys have any answer to that it'll help me find my type ^_^
(Also, as I'm a newb and don't really know much about the forum yet, is it okay if I go through the NF and SP forums and the INFP and ISFP topics and maybe post a little bit, just to get a feel for the two and see if there's one I orient towards a little bit? ((That's also why I haven't posted much yet, I kind of want to go somewhere with like-minded people but am not quite sure if there are places I wouldn't be welcome, with an unknown/undecided type XD))