So hi all.. I need to be either re typed...or affirmed because curiosity struck me again. So I've been typed as INFJ for a while now..and though I agree with it..and the functions and all...I can't seem to feel as though there could be another possibility.. Simply because as time goes by I feel myself not basing alot of things on feelings, and feel more.....I'm not sure how to explain. I have this thing were a lot of things don't affect me anymore..I don't base decisions on feelings for all things..it depends on the situation. I am always thinking and think and over analyzing everything, human nature, life. I can't explain how deep I can get into my brain and thoughts and contemplation, and though I know INFJ's can do this, I feel as though I am way more cold as stereotypical INFJ's tend to be. I have this wall also, like toward emotions.. I don't feel a lot anymore...at all.. I do.. but I can control it in a sense.. Feelings can wear on me, and if I don't control them, I feel as though I can get into a funk or in a position that I felt I was at before. I am un willing to open up, people can notice it I think. I can't open up to feel anything about anyone anymore unless it's like..anger or...annoyance..if that..but I don't get bothered that easily. Point being, I can sort of turn on and off my feelings, and am not that emotional anymore either. I come of cold, and unaffected.... And many times I am..apathetic and lethargic.
Other things about me besides this change are that I logically think through things a lot more now, even though I felt 50/50 on it before, now I feel my logic overcomes my feelings in how my decisions are based even more.
A cannot stand contradictions.
I can find meaning in anything.
ideas on my enneagram or questions that could help you type me are more than welcome.
Thanks all in advance
(If any other INFJ's have felt this way please feel free to share....
I feel so much like a T type, but am not quite convinced if I am. I get told I'm not.)
Enneagram I had in mind and am pretty sure on but not order perfectly yet is..
Type 9, Type 5, and the last one is an unknown though I've started to lean toward 2.