It's fun to be curious Elfboy, but much like "The Boy Who Cried Wolf", no one's going to have endless patience with you starting all these threads. Then, when you most want attention, no one will be paying any to you at all. I hear what you are saying, it's exciting to contemplate possibilities, but maybe self-reflection belongs in your own self, in your own mind too for a while, before it is openly shared with the forum. Otherwise, people will tire of seeing all these threads and believe you narcissistic and attention-whoring rather than being delighted by your exuberance.
you've done your homework, your display of information is impressive, but please get to the point
ENFP: We put the Fi in Fire
Motivation: Dark Worker
Alignment: Chaotic Neutral
MTG Color: black/red
Male Archtype: King/Lover
"You are a gay version of Gambit" Speed Gavroche
"I wish that I could be affected by any hate, but I can't, cuz I just get affected by the bank" Chamillionaire
If you truly desire personal growth and to learn more about yourself, then you need to actually listen to people a bit more. I am here to tell you (as nicely as I can over an online post) that you come off as extremely immature, inexperienced with reality, unnecessarily aggressive, and blissfully unaware of how people view you. Example, I read a post about some interaction you had with a police officer. I tend to believe you have added in some hyperbole into your tale in how your aggressive actions made a police officer back down from you.... It sounds far more like some kind of fantasy interaction that you had given how obsessed you are with being badass, who is the most badass, what is considered badass, etc. Even if this situation did take place, do you really think it is intelligent to treat an officer of the law as such? Why dance on the line and give him an excuse to toss you in jail for a night?
You have created a character role for yourself, and it strikes false notes on all levels for the majority of your posts.
It helps that LL has heaps of natural charm. I'm willing to forgive people for a great deal as long as they're interesting. LL tickles my Ne in the most delightful ways.
Which is not to say that Elfboy's love for any kind of publicity, good or bad, and his incredibly thick hide aren't interesting phenomena. It's just that I don't glean much more from his threads after a point.
I think that as you write about yourself, you may be writing in too much of your own subjective possibility. Objective analysis is needed. My bet is that you ARE an ENFP, lacking Fi. If you had alot of Fi, I think you'd understand your own internal motivations and processing clearer. I would never push anyone to post a clip.. (I'm playing with the idea of posting my own) but I think this might be highly beneficial for you.
Edit: That is assuming that people would help you with their opinions and NOT use it to attack. I'd help =)
Man suffers only because he takes seriously what the gods made for fun - Watts