Oh well, I've been typed as all kinds of NF, except ENFJ, and even INTJ (but I know I'm not one). So, I want some help to decide what is my type and enneagram.
I seem, sometimes, out of this world, it's an outstanding characteristic of mine, while I was growing I became a little more "down-to earth", because of the needs of the life, you know. Since I was a child, I always had a great sense of self identity and originality. I always felt different of other people, and never changed to please them,or to "fit in" a group, even if it made me friendless in my childhood and teen years.
I am very tight-wounded. It made me very radical and protective of my values and myself before I became more mature, I was able to accept everybody, but if people didn't accept me, I started to be aggressive and to attack those people. Now I'm balanced about this, but still temperamental. And when I want something, I'll fight for it, subtly, but I will. I can act like a bomb, principally because of my over-sensitivity and the fact of hiding this sensitivity. People may think I'm a rock while I'm burning inside. I have the vice of hiding my feelings, too much... And when people start talking about them, or discover them, I feel like they're invading a sacred area, or stealing my deep hidden treasures, and I feel very uncomfortable and it gives me a great deal of stress. I express better my feelings in written words or physically, but only with people close to me. If someone hurts my feelings, they destroy me. I'm romantic too.
I need time alone, and privacy. Being with people all the time overwhelm me, and I start to become moody. But I really like to be with people I like, in one-on-one situations. I have a good sense of humor but its more irony, word plays, sarcarsm, confusing people, and some goofy things, sometimes. I have a clown mode that I often get into.
I always had a great intellectual curiosity, and I want to know about everything. I spend too much time thinking, some people say that I'm like a philosopher, hehe. I'm an avid reader and I love writing. I'm into linguistics and literature (I'm getting a major in it) and I love writing. I want to be a writer and a college teacher (though I'm quiet, I have no trouble with public speaking).
Any guesses? Someone could help me to find my enneagram too?
(Sorry about mistakes, English isn't my mother tongue...)