I have no idea how to explain what Ni is..but I think I've developed it.
I'm looking for someone who understands Ni to either confirm or deny that this is Ni.
What is Ni?
-It's something I'll never grasp.
-It's the state of knowing something..and knowing that you don't know anything..without this being in any way paradoxical.
-It's the ability to see what you want to see.
-It's the ability to know what you want to know.
-It's the ability to know that you don't know anything..including that..and even though that is paradoxical, it isn't..yet it is..
-It's surrendering yourself to the paradoxical meaning of the world..yet knowing that by surrendering meaning..you give life and everything meaning..
-It's knowing that you are right..and you are wrong..at the exact same time..and that is the reality of the situation..yet it isn't...yet it can be..
-It's knowing that ultimately although I think that this comes close to what I'm trying to say...it isn't what I'm trying to say.
Ni tells me that no matter what happens with this thread I'll never quite get confirmation that this is in fact Ni. I can chose this to be Ni..or I can not..it really is all up to me..
I still consider myself intp...Ni see's no contradiction...Ti wants there to be no contradiction..Si wonders if there really is no contradiction..and Fi is angry because I refuse to indulge it..haha..