Not wanting to be a certain type does sound very Ti-like to me. I wouldnt want to be anything I didnt like.
It will be hard for you to find out on this online forum what type you really want to be like, if I make threads like these I get a lot of types from estp, to enfj, it's kinda like that that peoples perceptions are always different and many will see you just differently. This will be the same in real life.
It's near impossible to pinpoint your type down really exactly, I even think it's impossible to be one type only for real. It's good that you discuss things here but you'll need to make a decision for yourself some place on the way.