Hi, i'm having trouble figuring out my type....maybe someone here can help me..
Here's some random information to may be of help..
I'm pretty sure i use Ni or Ne first....Just not sure which. I'm kind of even on both i feel like, so that's part of my issue.
I don't think i get my energy from people, i like being with a select few, one on one preferably...depending on my mood.
A have a very few close selection of friends.
I enjoy singing Opera, being in musicals, and choir..I like theater a lot.
I'm a music major.(Voice) and a Philosophy double major, minoring in Psychology..
I adore animals.
I feel like no one understands me and have never really met many people like me....
But i'm okay with not being understood i guess, though it would be nice if at some point in my life someone i was close to could, but i guess it's not a necessity from everyone.
I lay in bed a lot, think a lot, about the future, the past, i can't really live in the moment (Wish I could)
I also think about things i've done, how stupid I probably looked or think of how people could have taken that wrong, or overthink something that happened only to find something that bothered me in it in the context, and then i get in a bad mood for a while until i figure whatever it is out.
When i was school all the way through high school i couldn't wait till the day was over, and as soon as I was home I ran into my room and shut the door & felt like a huge weight had been lifted off my shoulders.
I was picked on a lot when i was younger.
I've annoyed people when i was a bit more social and in high school with my constant questioning of things.
I'm very moody and recently am very unsure of my feelings. They fluctuate a lot, though i don't think i'm bi-polar or anything.
I'm very attached to a pillow i've had since i was 3, and i can't throw ANYTHING away. I suck up throwing trash away, but i feel horrible throwing a cup away. Oh yeah and i can't kill anything, not a fly, mosquito, cockroach. ANYTHING.
I feel like i have no right to. I get someone to do it and run as far away as possible and then dwell on it.
I can be with someone, and completely block out everything going on around me, to the point where I feel like i'm actually fully alone.
I can very vividly imagine things, and relive things and feelings.
I get random moments that i feel like something is horribly wrong, in my gut. But i never know what it is and it comes out of no where.
I get random mood swings from feelings i get i guess..who knows.. I just know i'm moody.
I see symbol in most things....
I think everything has meaning, and like it or not i think everything probably happens for a reason.
And i know that i know nothing.
And i'm always in my head.............
Okay i'm done
Hopefully this was as of some help to maybe figuring out SOMETHING on my type?
A lot of you people are so awesome at this..so any opinions are welcome.