Hello there. I was here some months ago and I was quite sure that I had an INTJ personality and all my emotionality was only the trait of my enneagram, which is Four.
Now, I know that I am not an INTJ. You know, it was very easy for me to get false MBTI test results, because I was living for a long time with some "ideal me". It was because of my low self-confidence. When I am thinking about it now, it was really stupid and I can not to wonder, why I am always so stressed and depressed. To try to be a NT when you are a NF...It's truly devastating.
(However all this post is really honest.)
Sorry for all these blah blah, I'm going to my question now. What I know is that I am XNFX (for the present). As for being the X letters, I am not sure. I think that the last letter is P. I am truly chaotic and indecisive. When I am trying to write a what-to-do list, it always ends up in the bin. I do not like them, I am more free-spirited. I plan a lot, but I rarely do what I planned. It is more for to be sure than anything else.
What I do not know, is if I am E or I. To my 11 years I was an extrovert. Now I am solitary and have not many friends (actually I have only 3) but I am still quite talkative and relatively extroverted, when I am between people who I know well. I am often daydreaming about myself speaking to a crowd of people. But in the reality I am afraid of it. When I am with people I can be outspoken but then I am angry at myself that I again said more than I should. On the other hand, with strangers I am very shy and it's the word which people who do not know me well often use when they try to describe me.
My cognitive results are this: Ne>Fi>Ni>Si>Fe>Te>Ti>Se
What is your opinion? Thank you in advance for your replies (and sorry for my bad English)