I changed my post:
I am a very laidback and relaxed person. People see me as a very safe person, and people tend to see me as confident, even if it might not be the case. People trust me, and my friends like to speak with me about their problems, I mostly listen and observe then, which people seem to like. I am quite fun as a person, but this is mostly manifested on a 2on2 basis or in a group of close friends/family. I can easily go from being overly serious, thinking and philosophical to being not serious, witty and eccentric, also here, only with close friends or people I know very well.
Still I find it hard to approach strangers sometimes, I can't just walk up to people and talk to them about random shite. I hate small talk and I feel I need to interconnect with person an a deeper basis. I always felt that I am a very "deep" and "complex" person and that I am different to many others in that aspect. I am drawn to mysteries, "odd" places and "odd" things. I have to connect with something, which I never find. I am hard to get to know I think.
I love to work alone with things that interests me, or in smaller groups. Deadlines are always kept til last minute, if not overseen. I am disorganized and flexible, I have a hard time telling people in advance my plans or my time of arrival.
I need time alone away from people to load my batteries, and I don't like too much attention drawn to myself. I am quite a loner I think, and well, I have nothing against being.
As a kid I was very shy and lived in a world of fantasy, I read tons of books, and in school my favorite subjects were humanities such as religion and history, also Swedish (mother tongue), arts and music was fun. Maths, physics and biology were the most hated subjects. I hanged out with the "nerds" but somehow I was more accepted by the "populars" more than the other nerds. If something is threatening me, my believes, or my values I can become overly defensive and it seems that it surprises people.
My passions/interests in life are: photography , music, writing, gastronomy, history, browsing the web for information, languages, travelling.
I see myself as intellectual and well-read, my friends also do that, but I have a tendency to have alot of things going on and not being able to make something out of it (eg. hobbies), I mean that I have alot of interests but I am not extremely good at anything, as some people have passions such as computers or stamps, I don't. I don't want to get trapped in anywhere so I like to my keep doors open, which make me comparing different alternatives all the time so I always can change my mind later on.
I love travelling and explore new sights, beauty is important to me, in nature aswell as in buildings, the place I liked to live the most in yet is Barcelona, Spain.