I there are quite many good points in your writing. Thanks! I think I'm getting on track with my ENFp'ness again.
My MBTI journey was like ESTJ -> ESFJ -> ENFJ -> ENFP. So that is why I started again to wonder the possibility of me maybe being ENFJ. The other fact is that Fe function really feels something that is very strong in me and the ENFJ description mainly very like me. ´
Anyway, maybe I'm making things difficult for myself (again) with this thing.