^ Yeah, well... Okay here, this is the problem with this crap.
When I'm around people I'm comfortable being around I act like this
When I'm around people I don't know at all I act like this
I desperately try to figure out what's going on.
When I feel happy, confident, and in control I feel like an ESTP that can make people feel good and not pass judgment on anything. Everything becomes innocent and fun.