No introduction (frankly I'm surprised at myself, I'm usually really quite inflexible about introductory forums). No, I get to tell you about exactly how screwy I am, and how this works (or rather doesn't). At least after a three hour Google marathon about what the heck this socionics thing is. :P
To start off? "I'm seventeen and I'm crazy. My uncle says the two always go together. When people ask your age, he said, always say seventeen and insane" (said Clarisse to Montag in Farenheit 451). Also, with an impressive but about two-thirds useless amount of intrapersonal intelligence, the test notes. Impossible memory that stores every single fact imaginable and as little emotional memory as is possible.
Enneagram says: 5w6, extreme self-preservation instinct with the other two all but nonexistent. No questions there.
Or then again possibly I'm an extreme P-type raised by parents who wanted an extreme J-type who simply got things done without input. Yeah, I'll get things done if you carefully describe them to me, but if you don't give me any parameters I'll be terribly anxious about whether it actually meets your implicit standards or not, so maybe it won't get done. "Clean your room"? What does that entail? And why oh why is everyone so obsessed with it? It's wasting energy cleaning up entropy that's just going to build up again! (Timeout. Okay, sure. Then I can spend another hour dreaming about electrical circuits or the inner structure of leaves without you hollering at me for it.)
And again the psych says Asperger's and depression and anxiety. Yes, I am on antidepressants. It keeps my Ti from wasting too much time alternating between arguing with my subconscious and rationalizing what the subconscious says, aka it reduces my anxiety. But then again, my id hates me, because it is my parents' voice, and when your subconscious is the one manning all the switches, it can and will make life horrible for you if it doesn't like you (the conscious you, that is).
When I'm writing, my Ti will bounce things off Fi, and Ti then funnels it onto paper. My external functions are barely even visible, let alone developed. I've always tested as INFP, because I'm very sensitive to those I am close to, but it's never quite sat as well as the T. Fi's developed, very strong morals, and Ti's developed (overdeveloped more like), (decisions made by Fi and Ti bouncing off each other), but I don't really identify with Ne, but rather with Fe. But how does that happen...?
The reasonable conclusion is that I don't fit into the MBTI general types, and yet I'm still looking to fit into them!