I am conflicted over what type I really am. I am not sure wether or not I am ENFP, ENFJ, INFJ or INFP.
I am female.
I love being social, I especially love talking to people; one on one or in bigger groups, it doesnt matter. Though I love good conversations one on one a lot. I really love people a lot, and especially love my friends/family. Whom I always put on a pidestal and idealize.
I am pretty much open about everything that goes through my mind, aslong as I don't feel that I am making the person I am talking to uncomfortable. I can tend to regret being too open about things for peoples sakes, incase all my chattering would have made them bored/uncomfortable/think I am an idiot. My guilt bothers me a lot, and I also feel guilty really easily - for alot of stupid things! :P Because I have very high demands of myself to be perfect in interactions with people and liked by everyone. :P I am also trying to be strict of living according to values, both my own and those that are seen as highly esteemed by society.
A lot of the time I have a highspeed train in my head of thoughts, ideas and analysations going through. I also tend to analyze people I meet a lot, and have a fairly good way of reading them-though I can doubt I am right at times incase I would be wrong and try to view them from outside my own perspective for a more correct analyzation, and I place a great deal of importance of correctness and making a conclusion so I can go to the next question. I am always the hobby-psychologist, trying to fix peoples problems and help them see other perspectives.
I am also seen as the person who's always happy, bubbly, outgoing. Though I am not too happy about getting massive ammounts of attention, but want to be simply appriecated for what I do and how I help people. I also have a rather good confidence.
I also love new experiences, new perspectives, contrast and variations. Variation usually make me very happy, though I can be happy with routine also for periods of time.
lastly, I am really unsure wether or not I am a P or J.
I am definatly the organized leader type.
I tend to be extremely organized and structured if it benefits people around me, and I love having a tidy room (allthough I don't always have it). At the same time I can procastinate a lot in context to my own life- such as paying my own bills can take time. I also love making plans ahead and plan the future a lot, I can plan everything, and usually follow through those plans that I am really keen on and makes me happy. Though often I can also change my mind if another option comes along that seems better.
Ok this got long, and now I feel bad for typing such a long post!! haha!