You have provided good reasoning for your enneagrams. Hmm, like Jeremy said I think that questioning your type can be an INFP trait, but it could also be Ni function being used a lot, contemplating how you could be INFP or INFJ, so thats a reason for INFJ. If this helps, its sometimes possible for INFPs to have high Ni, from what I've talked with other INFPs, I have that aswell, but I could be INFJ aswell.
I don't think you should dismiss INFJ, though, it feels like you could be INFJ. It could be due to external situations that you have developed Fi, as you say.
hmmm interesting.....so it's possible to be infp with high Ni makes since
so does the external situations cause when that happened i really had to go inside myself and do some major reevaluation of what i was going through and how to deal with it cause i felt unsure and it seemed like it would prove helpful to use Fi which is described as
"It is often hard to assign words to the values used to make introverted Feeling judgments since they are often associated with images, feeling tones, and gut reactions more than words (sounds similar to Ni how do i tell the difference between Ni and Fi and Ne/Fe/feel like this will prove helpful if i first figure out what makes those different...thanks so much ^^).). As a cognitive process, it often serves as a filter for information that matches what is valued, wanted, or worth believing in. There can be a continual weighing of the situational worth or importance of everything and a patient balancing of the core issues of peace and conflict in life’s situations. We engage in the process of introverted Feeling when a value is compromised and we think, “Sometimes, some things just have to be said.” this is agree with cause i had to sometimes just say things despite disagreement to stand up for myself at first standing up for myself was hard cause in the heat of the moment i felt i couldn't put my feelings into well thought answers i've been working on that lately to better say my feelings in a quick and to the point of the matter. learning to have a thought to what i'm feeling and being able to actually express it. On the other hand, most of the time this process works “in private” and is expressed through actions. It helps us know when people are being fake or insincere or if they are basically good. (Ni can do this too can't it?It is like having an internal sense of the “essence” of a person or a project and reading fine distinctions among feeling tones.
Introverted iNtuiting involves synthesizing the seemingly paradoxical or contradictory, which takes understanding to a new level. Using this process, we can have moments when completely new, unimagined realizations come to us. A disengagement from interactions in the room occurs, followed by a sudden “Aha!” or “That’s it!” The sense of the future and the realizations that come from introverted iNtuiting have a sureness and an imperative quality that seem to demand action and help us stay focused on fulfilling our vision or dream of how things will be in the future. (can see where i've had a hunch and just in case to be prepared i would push alittle harder to get something cause i sensed it would be needed in the next few months and of course it was bang on i needed it(license/car unless i wanted to be held back anymore then i already was by certain family members and there decisions that could have held me back more from people not respecting that "i do have needs and would like to go to school/support self instead of always filling in for the mother not taking up her role and said person not finding something to do with said child. willing to help but not sacrifice my needs of wanting to go back to school/getting work/ bettering myself and getting out there in the world lol. etc)
Using this process, we might rely on a focal device or symbolic action to predict, enlighten, or transform. We could find ourselves laying out how the future will unfold based on unseen trends and telling signs.(this is what happened when i just new that getting would be beneficial cause something was going to interfere with my plans and if i didn't have a car this person will manipulate that fact. This process can involve working out complex concepts or systems of thinking or conceiving of symbolic or novel ways to understand things that are universal. It can lead to creating transcendent experiences or solutions.
do yourself a favor, and focus only on functions and only on the first two functions. understanding Fi and Fe is the most important (reliable) keyfactor. (once INFx is sure) and for heavens sake forget about the J/P dichotomy.
okay so looking at the first two functions of infj and infp.
introverted intuition/ extraverted feeling/ infx
introverted feeling/ extraverted intuition/ infx
pretty sure F but can never be too sure so then when i figure out those then i look over at judging and perceiving.