I make it brief. I live in a country, where T is the holy grail. But I aint that way.
This is no fligment of Ne imagination and this is no spontaneous decision. This is a thing well thought trough, thought through too many times...
Introverted Feeling is my holy grail, it is. Not Thinking. I am on the verge of getting it to know myself, I have no clue what is going on, but I have met my destiny and it told me: no sir, there is something rotten in denmark according to your definition of self.
I'ld love to embrace my final decision to change type FINALLY after such a long time, but I cant. There are so many things completly contradictonary to my understanding of NT and NF to think that I am a NF instead of a NT. But then there is morale, a high understanding for the irrational need of human desire and a fundamental lack of intrest in understanding anything.
I personally think, I have lost the right to bear the entp tag. And furthermore I think, I am about to gain the right to wear the enfp tag.
Believe me or not, I dont care, I just want to come out with my gayness F, before its too late for me to do so.
*this thread was created under the influence of no alcohol, whats a lie, but the thread's a truth*