Also welcome, @rolandz!
I feel your pain on just wanting to be free to do whatever you feel led to. I don't really value money or prestige as much as maybe would serve me, what keeps me caring about it is knowing how much I hate tightly managing money lol. I like physically cannot make a budget and count all of my dollars in and out, so I fear I'd wind up like homeless or something if I was forced to keep such meticulous care of my money.
So I'm going to suggest fear if you're ok with a maladjusted coping mechanisms, lol.