esfj with no real friends. and socially awkward due to not being around anyone. i still think i'm an esfj, definitely relate to si very much, but my Fe could come from some enneagram influences or something. There's a hole in understanding because of a lack of systematic study, and inclusion of enneagram. This has been mostly entertainment for me, so.
To start with, is preoccupation with what others think and viewing oneself through others and standards Fe(I thought so) or does it come from some part of enneagram like so? Could be an own thread, maybe will be, but I'll put it in here as it may introduce my level of understanding or something. I also like to learn through interaction, even in Internet it's more energetic that way. This is typing is not so much related to Keirsey, by the way, but the function descriptions by Jung and some other guys.
I'm probably So/sx instinctual variant, but not sure. Enneatype is not 8,5,1,3,probably not 2.
I like Ramones, Captain Beefheart, Melvins, Stooges, Muslimgauze. I also like identity things, like probably many more here. It's the reason I'm on the internet, really. I have wanted to avoid internet histrionics, but here I go again...I try not to care about that, I can never discover anything with that kind of pessimistic attitude.