I got introduced to MBTI by a friend and got ISTP on my first test. Subsequent test always give me INTP so I guess that's what I am. Recently got into Enneagram and got the tri-type of 7w6>9w1>3w2. The descriptions fit for the most part. I am an Anthropology and Human Biology major in my senior year. I have never been in a relationship save for the 5 hour one I had when I was 12.
I am not very in touch with my feelings. I feel emotions but it's very easy for me to push them away (sometimes too easy that I don't even know what I'm feeling) until they get overwhelming. I recently had a major crush that progressed into real 'feelings.' At first, I didn't understand what was going on or why I started acting like a looney so I did some research on it and decided I wanted it to go away. My method of doing that was to confess my feelings and make sure they would not be reciprocated. This works because I have a easier time ignoring painful feelings rather than confusing ones. The confusing ones just make me over-analyze everything. The painful ones are virtually non-existent. So now I feel better about myself and can move on. My best friends don't understand but it's how I deal with things and until something major happens to change that, it's the way I'll keep dealing with things. I know it's not healthy but I'm guessing I'm not the only person who does this.