My name is Stephanie, but do please call me Mel or Melfina if you like.
I've known I was an Infj my whole life, but had it confirmed through a test in college about 4 years ago. I've since developed a decent extroverted disguise, but I suppose that won't show to well through text. I went at this without reading anyone's intro post previously, so let's see what I can think to tell you... I am the semblence of a single identity in my mind, but only a shadow or glimpse of that on the outside. I would choose to learn about you over myself because I could still learn about myself through you, and as a bonus, I'd make you happy to be given attention. I tend to love "sad" music... or so I am told. It sounds sadder to most other people, but it... feels...to me. I guess having a polarity of melancholy would make sadder themes more of a home base to me. I care very much about how I phrase things, secondary would be spelling and last grammar. I value the passing along of an idea or concept over the precision of a fact or detail. I often feel lonely and misunderstood, but I blame it equally on myself and "you" along with the scenario... not so much in an effort to blame, but to understand why. I would say I can never truly relax... not that I'm a sort of nervous mouse... more like I'm a superhuman meant to save the world so everything matters by default...even my downtime. Believe me, I've tried to do the "convince myself I'm normal thing"...as you all know I'm sure, if you figure out who you are, it's pretty ingrained in you and not easy to change. So, here I am, learning more about myself and trying to grow with you.
On a non-personality note, I love games. Mind games yes of course, but also RPG's and sports. How's that work? A videogamer and an athlete? Idk... I just am. Volleyball is my favorite sport, and World of Warcraft is my favorite mmo. I used to write poetry in middle school and high school. I sang in competitions then too. I graduated in May this year with my bachelor's in New Media. It's like making videogames and websites...fun and boring at the same time.
So, yep... there's the Gatekeeper level you're allowed to stand at, and the rest is up to you...well and my temperment at the time.
Thank you for reading! See you in the forums sometime soon.