I have taken the test multiple times. Each time I take it I come up with a different combination of types. Worse yet, I can see my core self in all aspect of all types, meaning I feel as though I am all of them at once.
This may or may not have anything to do with my rapid cycling of emotions (every 5 minutes my purpose in life changes and I'm going insane because of it). Why, just 5 minutes ago I wanted to work for NASA, and now I don't want to do that and have no idea what I want to do. Now that I'm typing this I feel as though I want to become a writer, but I know this emotional high will come crashing down in a few moments as I realize I don't want to do that either.
It's hard to go through life without goals. When you have so many goals, you often have buyer's remorse and wish you had done something else. This leads to habitual quitting and looking for the next best thing, without actually finishing everything.
There have been times where (this hasn't to do with careers) I have been fun-loving, funny, and completely outgoing, and the moments later, often without any outside influence, I completely change character. Just the other day I went to a friends' wedding and completely shut myself off from the reception and couldn't feel the music to dance to.
Does anyone else have this? I looked up the four temperaments of personality types and realized I am all 4 at once, and none of them at the same time. How do I deal with life? College is hard, I have quit several times looking for something else. I have changed majors each time I return. What am I to do without ruining my life, turning out to be a 55 year old unsatisfied man, and living out of garbage cans?
Or is that survival instinct what I need? To be on the ropes and have to fight my way out. It seems as if my life only has purpose when I am fighting to survive.