I'm not entirely sure I got the right size on the avatar pic. I feel so embarrassed butnot really. Just a matter of resizing I think.
Anyhow, umm. Introducing myself.
Ok, so I am on my way to become an adult child. To be fair, I am considered adult but how does an adult really feel if not like a child in a world it sort of understands in it's own unique way?
Why did I join, might be a good question. I am not sure, I just read a bunch of threads and sort of signed away on this devil trip. Even though I should be asleep.
Anyhow, at the moment I live in China and think of staying for as long as possible but it might end in a disaster as I haven't planned one bit. A friend called me in December, when I still lived in Sweden, and asked how I was doing. At the time I was without a job, didn't have studies nor a place to live so I felt I had to tell him about my situation, as he once was a bedmate, and so I did and inquired if I may live at his place. And the guy answers that he lives in China at the moment but I am welcome to visit and live there if I ever get the opportunity. If I had planned a bit and actually gone out of high school then maybe I wouldn't face what I face today, never the less I went about the same day and bought a ticket. xD Four weeks later, I ended up in China, ready to do whatever it took to have fun and survive in a dessert where no one speaks English.
I took up Chinese and now I am here, living and breathing even fresher air than in Stockholm.
I have English as a second language so please do not be too rough with me whenever someone finds a mistake I've made. I'd like to learn about it though.
But that doesn't really introduce myself. Then again nothing really does.
I.. Hobbies... Contact juggling has been a real challenge to me. And I like to draw/paint. I'm not so much for photoshop any more, I grew bored at the software. Probably because I did not take the time to really understand it. I like life. More or less everything to do with it. I like to play around and meet new faces, even typed ones. I'm not always so much for computers, even though I am known for spending LOADS of time on them, I find them dulling my mind and sometimes they're just a bore. When I started gaining friends (I've been bullied a lot in school, as some) I found that life outside computers were much more fun.
I'm always on the quest of finding myself, even though I know that I am a different person almost as every second pass, which sort of makes the quest quite troublesome at the least. I sometimes find it hard to talk about things as I think I've emptied the can of conversations but the next second usually ends up in talking about coffee drops. I mean, how big is a coffee drop? Is it as big as a usual watery one or is there a difference? And what is the general idea of a drop? Is there a measurement for how large a drop is? With rain there's usually all these kind of different drops(just found myself thinking if it is named a drop or not in English. . .) but would all of them be called an ideal drop or not?
I like to play with philosophy as well but most seem not to understand. The few lot who does is now on the other side of the world. :/ I guess that's my fault.
Oh gosh, I think I've said 'nough and enough. Typed.
I hate introductions. That's a fact. I never know how to begin and I never know how to end and what's in the middle usually stays in the middle because I don't know what to erase and what not to.
Oh, and I like music. And sound. Good quality sound.
And movies. Oh, and some of the more or less normal human likings; like sex, food, drinks, sleep, seeing things, thinking things, hearing things, touching things, tasting things, smelling things... like most of us, I think.