I have to wonder occasionally if I'm the most neurotic and overstressed SP on the board here... most of you guys seem to have it a lot more together on that front than I do... especially the other ESTPs here, who often come across as perhaps motivational speakers on the side
It's not particularly a trait that I show in public- I can't afford to- I spend most of my time putting on the public face for customers and training new people. Furthermore, I hate to show vulnerability in any way... a show of weakness is just something I can't bring myself to do comfortably. I'm afraid of failing at what I do... I'm afraid of disappointing people who are close to me... I'm afraid of losing my freedom and ability to really enjoy life to the fullest... I'm afraid that life is going to make me be super serious and "grown up." I can't show it... it's taking a bit of a toll physically
any other SPs deal with this or am I the group crazy?