I know my last thread "Am I bothering you..." had to have come off as really insecure. And I was feeling that way.
When I'm offended, I can leave and never come back, easily. Even though I'm embarrassed now about that post, the communication is probably a good sign for me because usually if I thought someone didn't want me somewhere, you just wouldn't see me again.
And I seriously considered leaving.
But I'm glad I didn't... just been laying a bit lower lately.
I'm glad to have gotten through a little conflict without having to flee. It's progress in my mind, even if it's just online.
So I don't know what I'm trying to say exactly except that I'm back and no longer insecure and yeah, my post was goofy but I'm glad that I can still enjoy and participate and hopefully contribute here. Gosh, I'd have missed this forum if I really left for good.
So thanks for being cool, the lot of you.