I have sometimes almost wished I was a J. Almost . . . It has occurred to me that my biggest goal for my life is to become in some way unique from everybody around me. Basically the definition of a P. But when I think of the number of people living in the world, and everybody's different talents and personalities, it seems as though it is impossible for me to be truly original. Sometimes it seems as though it would be nice to be content simply being just like everybody else.
As I am now, though, if I tried to simulate a J, I would probably go mad, be put in a nice padded room with a comfortable jacket with sleeves that reach all the way around the back, and people could look at me through a small window for the rest of my life.