As many of you may or may not know, I consider myself to be an ISFJ. I won't go into great detail of why but I will say that I see myself using a lot of Si and Fe (though not displayed obviously). My issue is that I don't LIKE having these functions. They manifest themselves in very negative ways inside myself. Si is used in flashbacks of past mistakes I have made that make me angry at myself when I remember them. Negative Fe has nearly taken over my life. I care too much of how I am viewed by others. No matter how I try to convince myself not to, I still care greatly. This results in fear and myself avoiding people (I have no social life) and even the places that I go to. (I rarely use Fe for displaying affection for others btw)
This started several years ago... and I will say that my negative Fe has improved itself a little. I used to get very anxious in social situations and I somehow convinced myself to stay calm during these. But now I feel like I've hit a brick wall. I'm not sure where to go from here.
I realize it's a stretch, but I was wondering if any of you guys knew how to turn this negativity into positivity. :/ Any advice is appreciated.