Thank you for the kinds reps and replies all. The reason I felt so lonely last night is because I learned my ex-g/f is involved with someone else again. I'm really surprised how hard it hit me. I mean, I knew and have even really accepted, intellectually anyway, that it was over and that there really wouldn't be a possibility for any kind of reunion as our situations are too different and it just wouldn't work.
But...still. It stings. It reminds me of just how stuck I am right now, and makes me wonder what I need to do to get out of this rutt.
"There is no such thing as spare time, no such thing as down time, no such thing as free time, there is only life time. Go."
― Henry Rollins