[SJ] SJ .. What are you feeling at this moment???

[Giggly]

^Good luck with the interview, Malice.

I've been having some really great dreams lately about a variety of subjects and people. This is new for me and I'm loving it. Perhaps I dream more when I have less obligations and responsibilities to tend to.

 

[Malice]

^ Lol interview was redonkulous. What kind of employer says, "I pay you bi-weekly, by check, 'usually' on time.'
SKETCHY!

 

[Giggly]

^ Lol interview was redonkulous. What kind of employer says, "I pay you bi-weekly, by check, 'usually' on time.'
SKETCHY!

lol. Yeah that's not what any employee wants to hear.

 

[mavericknm]

Bad that I'm not working on my pilled up projects. Abhorred that I have three cups and two dishes on my desk. Almost no motivation to start the difficult process of getting those out of the way.

 

[Cimarron]

Lonely today. Which is better than all the stress and moral dilemma I've been feeling over the past week.

 

[Malice]

- sleepy
- full
- happy
- <3

 

[Malice]

- tired
- hungry
- stressed beyond belief
- eagerly anticipating an email which may (or may not) change my life for the infinitely better *fingers crossed*

 

[Haven]

The more people you hang out with, the more likely you are to offend some of them.

 

[Noon]

I thought I was over it, but I'm still angry. Ick.

 

[Malice]

- unhappy
- unsure
- tired
- needing a friend

 

[Giggly]

Back to feeling lucid and conscious (from getting busy again). I really enjoyed my rest, which seems to completely thrust me into a relaxed dream-like/contemplative state. But this is a different state and feeling. I like both states for different reasons and realize that I can't handle either in excess.

 

[Malice]

- Cold
- Bloated (had to drink four 8oz glasses of water in an hour and can't pee, doctor's orders)
- Nervous (boyfriend is meeting the parents tomorrow)
- And strangely sexy. I look good today.

 

[Giggly]

Having a massive craving for chocolate and needing to do my homework.

 

[Malice]

- happy and safe, knowing someone who cares deeply has my back and isn't going to high tail it when things get hard
- hopeful for the future
- exhausted
- missing my man

 

[tinker683]

Annoyed as hell. REALLY getting tired of feeling like I'm the only one who gives a shit and tries to remember how to do his god damned job. I'M SURROUNDED BY MORONS!!!!!

 

[Malice]

I'm excited because I'm having SUSHI FOR DINNER TONIGHT! <33333
my favouritest food ever :3

 

[EJCC]

Conflicted. Full of data and unsure about how to interpret it, and feeling like that interpretation is necessary for my well-being.

What I mean is... This summer has been intense, and I feel like I need to know what that intense experience will mean to me, and if I don't figure that out, then it'll have no meaning, and therefore it'll be a waste. And I don't want it to be a waste. But I also don't want to stay in emotional limbo, like I have been.

 

[Malice]

heavy-hearted. sushi dinner was great but there's a lot of family/drama conflict in my house tonight and the yelling is really getting me down. I also miss my man terribly. cuddles now?

edit: lol I guess he missed me too I GOT A PHONE CALL!!!! Hilarious that I didn't recognize his voice XD I never get phone calls.

 

[Haven]

I feel like I might have been a priest if circumstances were just a little different. I kinda dig the image of a holy man.

On the same note, I feel really unsexy, like I'm really good at being friends, but nobody's boyfriend. Have I given up on dating, or just realized I don't need it, or maybe I just have too many other things to do?

 

[Malice]

a bit groggy/still waking up. Not looking forward ot the rush that's going to be put on us to finish painting the house in a week and a half (so many rooms left!) plus to be within earshot when my brother breaks it to dad that he's bouncing out on us early today... fire and gasoline. It's going to be several degrees of not good ~_~