I'm just wondering, as I've always had acquaintances, but I've never really had more than one or two friends, period. Its a very rare thing for me to get around people that I can trust, and I've realized that I don't get along with most people; either I annoy them, or they annoy me.
I'm just wondering if this is normal and if not, then what's the deal?
I know INTP are quiet by nature, but do you get talkative and etc around friends? I noticed that I always feel pressure to be quiet and not to open up, because WHENEVER I do shit hits the fan, then splatters over my face.
Being so repressed over the years is making me more and more caustic, grumpy, and rude. Also, its making me (physically) ill bottling myself up like I am.
Is it a fear or something? Something cliche that is easy to fix?
And back to the original question: how did you find friends that are similar to you.
PS: I'm an INTP on a forum with alot of INTPs, and for some reason I feel like I have nothing in common with anyone. I don't get the sense that I fit in here at all, which is kinda weird. I'm more of a lurker, but I would've thought that on a forum with so many INTPs, my thoughts/reasoning would resonate, and that I would agree with atleast some of what gets talked about.
Is this a WTF?