Right now, I'm unemployed, and I don't feel any fire in the belly, which is decisively out of character for an INTJ. I have always loved to be verbal, outspoken, and argue, but right now, I'm mostly silent, minus the spark to debate. When I used to talk, one sentence led to the next, but now I'm not. Also, I find, for the first time in my life, to be using my intuition manipulatively.
Ironically, I've found relations with my family smoother than ever, but I've never been a bigger liar. Also, I'm not driven to finish what I start, like I've shifted from a J to a P, and turned mentally sloppy. Anybody else felt like this?
I wonder if my introverted intuition has suddenly turned extrovert, or something; at any rate, it's annoying. I'm not enjoying myself, and it's so superficial, anticipating how others react, and adjusting. I also have felt an ego, which is also out of sorts. Even when I ranted and raved, I at least I knew what I wanted, but I can't say that, now. It's pathetic.
Any suggestions on returning to form?