Last year I stumbled upon mbti personality tests when trying to figure out what career would be good for me. I've always come back to lawyer. I don't really like people- I usually make fun of them and as my sister said- I make fun of emotions. However,I try my best lately to smile and communicate better.
The thing is since I am an Intp, I'm a thinker. I don't particularly focus on my looks. Not that I'm always a slob lol but that when I meet people and talk to people I forget that I'm attractive. And I guess I'm really attractive. But when I look in the mirror I remember. I love to dress up but don't do it that often because I get way to much attention-men hollering,staring, bothering me (mainly black guys-they go crazy for some reason-I'm mixed-half white/black). I also get attention from girls too. In high school a girl said she wished she had my body and looked me up and down, and another girl just like stared at me when I wore a tight skirt.
But I act like a nerd so I forget what I look like. I hate it it's very misleading to people.
I just get really uncomfortable because I'm not good at flirting or small talk. I've never had a boyfriend, no prom date,first kiss age 20 ( first time drunk with a random guy that I never talked to again), hooked up with two guys- don't talk. Almost had boyfriend but couldnt get passed the touch barrier and was too afriad to actually go out with him. But with all the guys and others that I liked, they only thought I was hot. They never liked me. I get depressed alot because I can't make connections with guys. One reason is that I think they'll just want to hook up. I can never find anyone, not just guys, in general, that understands me.
Sorry for my ramble (pretty sure I have adhd too). But I guess my question is are there any attractive intp women out there and if so what is your experience with dating.