yeah I agree- the thing is. I hate saying I really pretty- (guys yell at windows saying I;m hot everyday- and sexy- it gets annoying b/c I'm not even trying to look attractive- wearing normal clothes- I don't like to show clevedge usually...) b/c if you say that other girls don't like you. But If I say I'm ugly/loser girls will be like "no you're not you're pretty" So it's like either I'm confident and offending everyone or I'm not and depressed. ANd I hate when people think I'm complaining bragging- like they're are tons of people that want to be pretty embrace it. And also the minute a girl calls herself pretty people are like- don't be conceited your not that good looking. So I end up not saying anything in order to not offend anyone. As a result I'm around girls I can't relate to-feelers that have no interests or are extremely busy. I prob relate to guys more but I'm too uncomfortable to make friends with them. I always assume they like me somehow. Man, if they don't something's wrong. 9/10 do. You some guys don't like mixed/short/black girls so whatever. This is just my observation. The thing is I need to find other awkard pretty girls b/c my friends are like umm...they can't relate- they've never had guys drool after them. Or maybe I just watch for it whereever I go. Like I see a black guy- I tense up- he's gonna look at me and if it;s a party and they're mostly whites try to talk to me-first thing out of his mouth- what's your nationaluty. American. "no like where are you from?". America. My mom's descended from slaves and my dad's german/english family last came over here in the 1600/1700s. (ok so it's really african guys that say this...or carribean). But yea- so annoying.
@jointherobot : I had my first kiss with a random guy- then hooked up with two other guys. Not one of them liked me- I just did it b/c u know I'm pretty so I'm supposed to? Just like the question on personality tests- I would rather read a book than party- but pretty girls party so... Also all your comments seem kinda dismissive like it'll happen eventually and I'm stressing for no reason. Well try having 4 sisters that are all attractive and smart have boyfriends and not have one.