Saturned post is great, but soon you will realize you do great on your own and you don't really need all that social mumbo jumbo around you, if things happen they happen, but it's not like you to go and try and seek stuff out. You'll start to believe trying to find a relationship is just not worth it, you are not cut out for it and you need to change unrealistically much to be able to be cut out for it in the first place. Your depression will start to fade, you'll start to feel good and strong about yourself. You can face this world head on and dive into all its splendor without needing a woman on your arm! You will even smile unlike you have ever smiled before, shortly halting you and hoping no one saw that smile because that would kill your rep. You'll walk upright, do your job, indulge in hobbies, eventually you go to sleep at night. You linger in nothingness for a moment, yes, there's really no doubt in your mind, you are at peace, you close your eyes and pull your second pillow to your chest, smiling briefly before falling into your dreams.
Now confidently strawling around in life you will accidentally bump into this girl. She wasn't very noticable to you at first, in fact it was almost like she just suddenly appeared out of nowhere! And on top of that, she bumped right into your coffeecup holding arm, spilling all the coffee over your shirt. You give her a frustrated look and think a loud "damnit", her eyes look back at your fiery ones apologetically. Disarmed and ashamed, she says sorry before trying to shuffle under a nearby rock. You look at her scurrying off, but you are not satisfied with this.. Do you yell "Wait!"? Or do you let her dissappear. You think for a split second, you don't know, but this is not right. Shit damn it all to hell, you take in a deep breath...
..."You owe me coffee!" And dat how relationship happen!
(Now, it is not neccesarily considered healthy to start walking around holding a filled coffee cup 24/7, so it would be better to see it as a metaphor.)