Yes ....... I am reaching for the expression on your mother's face, and deeper, the expression on your face - it's you expressed.
As I have said before, you have a delightful intelligence and I read you like water, at the same time I want to say, stop, stop a minute, pause - after the waterfall, flow into the still pond below, before you continue your headlong rush down the mountainside. Tarry with, "Will o' the Mill", awhile, let time stop, and let us watch your mother's face.
For, "Will o' the Mill", by Robert Louis Stevenson click on -