Almost everyone thinks I'm mature and very reserved. I do act very calm around acquaintances. When I start letting people in my life I'm emotinonally wreak, I can sense that people are annoyed and can see me as immature person. I don't know why I act this way, I just wanna see how far I can push them before they snap(and they do push me away).
Was I doing this cause I was bored and kept myself entertain?