How do I open myself up more to the world of emotion?
I havent been particularly happy/content over the last 3 years which means that my general extreme of emotion has been sadness. So I've done a lot of crying (a lot in relation to me). Although a "negative" emotion, when crying it made/makes me feel so alive! It makes me feel in touch with people and want to hug everyone and it sort of gives me more direction. Direction for what I want/need in life I guess. Commonly I'm in various states of indifference but crying sort of makes a lightbulb go off in my head and i suddenly know what I want in life, namely more emotion and some love. It's as though the fog clears and I can suddenly see the compass.