My ENFJ friends are actually still both drug dealers. (not crack though)…They’re consciously aware that what they’re doing isn't good, but they just make a conscious rationalization about it. The rationalization they use is fairly simple. It’s pretty much just, “I need money to survive so I’m just doing what I gotta do.”
When I was younger it actually didn't create conflict because this was just normal behavior for me, but now that I'm more mature it definitely would. When I was younger I had all the ENFJ qualities except for the feeling ‘guilt’ part.Did the fact that you were selling something harmful and illegal create a lot of conflict with your NF nature?
I wrote about this in pretty good detail in these two posts:
If you wanna hear a crack story, this is one right here: