I can't live this lackluster life any longer. I have a full-time job, living in my aunt's house all alone, and am bound to do incredibly reckless things pretty soon.
Everyone's already grown up into successful lives so far, at least the people I knew. One person is already in Broadway, the other won National Championships in their college sport, another is going to work in Madagascar etc...and I'm still here. No idea what I want to do, eating take-out, attempting to make my life start, because waiting won't do any good. I just can't take that I feel like a loser because it feels like I'm going nowhere even though I'm working my ass off at work and college to be able to move on.
I was considering doing something like CityYear or AmeriCorps, just to have a sense of feeling like I'm actually doing something beneficial for someone who actually needs it. I don't know.
I want to become successful like the people I knew from high school, but I don't even know what to do to start that. Any suggestions?